Sigh....

I will have 2 say
Im nt havin much of a fun tym 2day....

Monday blues.... yea that's wat it was, quite an awful one too=(

I was absent frm sch last fri, n now aft 3 boring days, ive lost ma hyper-activeness when goin bck 2 sch 2day.

Hard 2 put a smile in e morning
People in the mrt juz couldnt stp starring @ me i realy dunno y
Felt nervous when classmates came n talk 2me
Face turned red when there were girls bside me....haiz

I went far away tryin 2 leave maself alone 4 a while.
Aw man i could hear ma heart pumpin so loudly, n i never felt this much nervous in ma life....ma handz were shakin as if i was standing on stage in frnt of d audience.

N so i went solo all the way.... Went bck 2 ma com table n did ma class project, designin ma own website quietly....
Wow we were dismissed frm class b4 11 2day! Bt wataheck, i said gdbye 2 ma frenz n went straight home all alone
Thought i wanted 2 play soccer wit ma homiez outside bt ws cancelled due 2 heavy rain....WTH!
Then i stayed home juz doin ma hmewrk assignments.....sigh Wat A Day man

Expect a better one 4 2mr man....peace